January 2010
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Faith
i am wresteling with the idea of faith. not the religious type, i long ago did away with the illusion of god, im talking more of belief. i despretly need to be a beliver. i once heard a quote “a man who has nothing he would die for has no reason to live” or something to that effect. i feel that i am that man. i feel like flame that would stoke the passion for anything in my heart has...
A new path
slowly but surely the creative juices start to flow back in, like an old train from the 19th century recommissioned for another run i begin the process. there is a whole wide world out there, but there is also one in me. its full of wonder and excitement, uncertainty and fear. most of the fear is about the future. i have ideas of what i want to accomplish, plans begin to formulate and a track...
I feel
I feel like im waking up at the end of the world…
i feel like my soul has opened its eyes
i feel like there is still sleep in those eyes
i feel like there is something behind the curtain i can not see…
2010
this year i am on a trans formative path, the culmination of which should be realized by 2012. thats when i will be thirty. i hear that thirty is a huge milestone for people, apparently things get easier, life just makes a lot more sense. thank god.
i don’t believe it just happens though, i mean i’m not just gonna wait around and hope things get better i am gonna actively make that...